Valentine's Day wasn't too awful this year. I decided to not be all bah-humbuggy about the whole thing and rather enjoyed myself most of the day, besides being completely alone for the majority of it. :)
Reasons I don't mind not having a boyfriend:
1. I can be independent.
2. I don't have to settle down just yet. (I have a serious case of wanderlust.)
3. I would prefer my first boyfriend to be my one-and-only, so not having one yet makes that more likely.
4. It gives me more time to mature.
Reasons I'd rather not be single:
1. To keep me from wandering forever.
2. To keep my feet more-or-less on the ground. (This probably means no dreamy dreamer for me...*le sigh*)
3. So I can get married (obviously.)
4. I want a family.
5. I really don't want to be alone for the rest of my life.
Reasons I don't have a boyfriend:
1. I AM a little bit picky sometimes. Being single for 20.5 years and becoming more-or-less content with being so will do that to you.
2. I'm not as outgoing as would probably be preferable. (At least not with people I don't know well.)
3. I hate asking guys out and I refuse to do so. (Except for dating outings, but even there I'm still very much a bit of a chicken.)
4. I have this feeling that most of the guys at my school aren't my type... (Not that there couldn't be one out there, though.)
5. Also, Bob Jones probably isn't the best place to find a guy. (Probably.)
6. I'm kinda strong willed sometimes and rather stubborn, so I need someone who is stronger and stubborner than me. That's gonna take a while to find, prolly.
7. No one really seems interested, anyway. (Seems.)
Take from it what you will. I just like making lists. They help me keep my thoughts in order...otherwise they'd all be a completely jumbled mess tangled up in my brain!
